GAWD!

I'd been sitting on this chair for 11.5hours !! From 8am till now. 11.5 HOURS!!! fml!

TAN YANXIAN!!

DO YOUR ENGLISH!! DESIGN IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!

wtf

Well well well

I'm suppose to do my journal now since the submission is tomorrow. Was given the assignment from the 2nd week of the class, but my papers are still empty now. hmm, hard to change my last minute attitude. SOmehow i'll still produce something to be handed in tmr. :)

Last week was crazy, Sunday to Thursday, I slept not more than 10hours. I guess besides hanging on, it's still hanging on. I always tell myself that someday the hard days will definitely leave me. Therefore, I'M STILL HANGING ON!

The next design project is a bit different from previous semester. Wasted few hours arguing some matters to solve the problems. Stayed in campus to build the site last saturday until 2am, and overnight there. Though it was late, but everyone still fooling around all the time. haha

Today's class, we drew orthographic drawings. Then during English, half of the class cabut balik because NONE of us did the work that we should show to our lecturer! hahaha. Then we persuaded the lecturer to postpone the lecture and dismiss the class. ;D

That's all for now I guess. Long time didn't update here, I AM LOSING READERS! but who cares??! hahahahahahhahahaahhahahhaahhahahhah

Life is hard MAN!

[I cried last night in the middle of sleeping. wtf? Maybe I'm just too stressed out~]

"without you

i feel missing something"

I hope what you said is true. :)

Sweating already!

My design doesn't even convince me. How can i make others to buy my idea then? F

Pressure is so not my type!

The first week of college is over. Yeah OVER! hell fast man.

Basically it's just the introduction for each subjects. The real business will start next week.

omgimabitscaredhonestly

Today is Saturday. Didn't want to wake up actlly jz now. Seriously too tired after squash, jogging, going here and there to buy tools and wake up so early everyday.

5th, 6th and 7th consequently are my friends bday.

Eunice, Allen, AiDee & Fred

I'm so sorry anyway, didn't really wish them properly.

I did remember, but after the long day, I forgot and just wished them through fb sms msn & wtever.

I here wish you guys all the best. We still have 299days for 2012, let's make everyday counts!

#Oh ya, my 2012 resolution: A peaceful life. I'm currently too weak for any challenges.

2012's first post. 11.39pm

I edited half way. Just couldn't finish the entire post.

So I start with a new one. ==

2011 was a huge transformation for me.

Sad things was uncountable, but always balanced along with lots of sweet memories.

#The thing that I regret the most in 2011 is .......................... I'm still single!

nahh just joking, not that desperate yet. is..... I DIDN'T BUY THE CONVERSE BACKPACK THAT I SAW DURING THE VISIT TO BEIJING! omg!! it's been like 6months and I still damn sad till now. haizh!

Whatever it is, Happy New Year !

For me, it's a tough year ahead.

I'll just wait and see what my 2012 happens to be.

_Live is hard!

Seeing perfection through imperfection. *Bullshit! At the end, still imperfect.

F

Fed up ! I hate what am I doing now !

Evil

When you don't listen to my advice, there's no point arguing over it.

I'll just let you die. God bless your suffer now.

p.s. Mind your attitute!

Farker !

I really damn hate ppl who commented on the post, then deleted it. As like i'm talking to myself. Then why do you commented at first?! GTH idiot!*&^%$#@*%#!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOO

Shit. I was shivering everytime I receive his msg. damn!

arggghhhh 生气啊！;(

忍忍忍忍忍忍忍 ！

I hope he knows I like him. :)

Friday?

Well, I'm supposedly being in UCSI today for my SWA duty~ But I'm just so lazy and ponteng a day~~ lalalalalala

I wasted N hours and N days doing.............nothing? God damn i still have 4slides to do! noooooo~~~ n i'm hungry now ! @@

Oh ya! n HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN YANLIN! xD

ciaoz_I hope the great moments last. :)

Pissed.

I really wanna do sumthg big this time. God bless me! :)

"Special"

Let me write some words before starting to do my lab activity(lazy to do in tutorial class tmr~~ haha).

Yesterday was the midtern test for OA, and my result was........................ HAHAHAHA

Same goes to my undang test, the result was.....................HAHAHAHAHHA

Attitude is an element that build up who the is. No one can change for anyone just because the 'anyone' might like it. There's something which is bothering me these few days, but well the story is just TOO long.. (LOL)In short, everyone is special. Anyway, it is a random feeling.

I feel so 10cent standing beside this 20cent :(

WHERE IS MY SELF CONFIDENCE??!

This pic(got it from fb) is soo true! Do you think we are blind? Just SHUT UP will really do.

-thanks for your 3mins. Peace.

I still think that my blog skin is UGLY! =[

I'm back. After weeks, months of neglecting my blog. - A space to share, to complain, to release when there's actually no idiot that would want to hear this, to be emo(sometimes) and most important, to be myself.

Sem break had past a month ago and sem2 had started weeks ago.

More or less the same thing I'd been doing everyday.

Still the forgetful, careless, lazy and the annoying one.. DrivingLicense has still yet to be taken~ No rush anyway. :)

My 18th birthday. Nothing so special about it. I dont even wanna celebrate it even my dad insist to buy a cake.

I dont want to be mean to anyone. 'It's okay' is just the words to represent how disappointed I am. It's not about the celebration or the wishes, it's the attitude that matters. I really appreciate SY who is eventually tried to make this up. :)

Seriously I dont like to see wishes with 'Enjoy your day'. In another words, i hate it! Because I dont, even i know that they are with good intention. I did not make any wishes because I think it is bullshit. Hoping for something is the biggest mindset torture ever.

I dont want to mention of it anymore, it's my 2011 history. If I am to be sad of this, I am way TOO stupid and I rather put the energy on other stuffs. I appreciate whatever that makes me who I am now.

Anyway, I had a nice dinner with my family @ Ben's. I would definately want to go there again~

28/09 - I simply left my thgs in the computer lab. Walked halfway, "SH*T!" - realised and ran back to get them back. All my cables, pencil case, thumbdrive, 'siew pao' etc were in that paper bag. That's how forgetful I am. So I left the others, took it back, met Ervin and I ke-po with him a while. Suddenly KJ appeared and scolded me. For I didn't get back to them after I found my thgs and they were worried that other person might have took it. So they went all the way up to 4th floor while I was busy chatting with Ervin. EeVon told me how worry KJ was that time like in those dramas and I'm so sorry for that. If not that you are my big brother and have a gf, I might have fall for you. :)

A 21-year-old guy with a 18-year-old BOY definately have the difference. That's why we never make up in a conversation. Even a simple chat would ended up in a big failure. For time being, I am proud to say that - single life is better. :)

Yesterday after flipping over some books in the uni library and talking with Eirena, I went to the NationalLibrary. I am so lucky that I found both reference that I need. =)

I waited for a bus to klcc from a bright evening at first, till the night rises. Met an Uruguay leng lui who's also studying architecture when buying my dinner. :) Nothing much, and went home.

-To show that you are happy when u are actually not, That's the hardest part.

Human race

Is there still any point to update me blog?

I lost the passion.

Things had changed too much.

The people who cares doesn't care anymore,

The arrangement had run off,

The heart has fled and I lost my sight.