THE E.N.D

The first song that I listened this morning was something,
"Nononono Baby Nononono Dont Lie~~" [I forgt the title]
And it did cheered me up actlly.. haha!
okay, stop the crap.

Today is the final subject : Econ
Reached school pretty early.. around 8am..
The exam starts at 11.15am, so within the 3hours, Soni & I were talking more than reading..

the zoo_

I like this~ haha!

During Ekonomi 2, someone went out the class 45minutes before it ends..
In my heart I was like, "wth she do so fast?!"
2hours, and each Q[with min 4sub Qs] is approximately 30minutes..
You dont even try to think any longer, or else you couldn't finish..

I'll never get bored hanging out with the girls..
Because fun never ends whenever we are together.. haha!

Anyway, Bye-bye to SPM forever..
I can finally throw all my stinky shoes away! yay!
Bigger challenge awaits us~ Best of luck everyone!

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p/s : EC said, "hmm, I saw ur house gate ady~" YX, "Now u know how ugly it is right." xD
pp/s : It's not that I want to ss, but I seriously think that the pinafore is so cute on me today~ haha! Probably because it's the last time I'm wearing it..
And I IRON it today.. it's such a big deal for me cz I never do that for the whole year~!

I could do better. :(

*sigh*

Oh my.. so disappointed of stupid careless mistakes that I did in my exams..

MORAL ahhhh~!

fine, at least I learnt a lesson this time so that I wont repeat the same thing in SPM..

so speechless!

& Physics! ><

U are a tcher, not a 'blind-marker'..

marking based on the answer scheme provided is a must, but follow 100% is a not a smart way of marking..

how can you turn down all the possible answers of students?

e.g. The counting part.

Cant u see that the line drawn in the graph given is so thick?

And now, the thg that I'm mad of is not bcz of the 1mark anymore..

It's "Girl, next time read the Q properly and understand it before you answer~"

Fucking b*tch

i'm sorry for being rude, i'm just apply the vocabulary that I've learnt from the movie, WaterSpirit [i'd changed it~].. n thx WJ for that~

[I still think that my answer is acceptable.]

Thx for reading my craps~ xD

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8 Oct.

I'm finally here to blog my updates~

seriously no time to blog even online..

by average, i online not more than 10mins a day.. A DAY~

although frankly i'm being banned to online by my mum.. xD

it's friday now, relax~ haha

these few days are quite suffering..

It's not good, yet not that bad..

the climax of the trial exam has over..

with Biology, Sejarah, Chemistry & EA..

I regret that I didn't study well for Biology & even went to watch a movie the day before..

n yeah, The Legend of the Fist : The Return of Chen Zhen is nice!

thumbs up for Donnie Yen..

n bcz of that i was running out of time to study..

ok fine, i deserved it!

while for Sejarah, ppl said just read like storybooks..

but it's just like a 'kitab' with full of words!

seriously, even if u have tips, but really no mood when u open the book..

words, words, words & CRAPS! -.-

Finally, I'm relieve that CHEMISTRY is over!!

i'm such a big fool in this subject..

Next, i think Wednesday is a bad day is it?

both Sc1 & Sc2 gt scolded by tcher..

we, biasa lah tu.. but i didn't blame her la..

cz i believe that she's a polite tcher but just being influenced by the tc who she used to stick with..

n guess what, our 'lovely' phys tc was 偷笑 when we got scolded! gosh.

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"Kinokuniya : Dear Ms. Tan : Your order has arrived."

well, that's the order that i'd made for my Gary's BIography since ages ago..

even now at Kino also arrived ady..

So when will I get that one which i'd paid for?? sigh~

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p/s : woke up super early everyday.. when friday comes, all the energy is used up..

pp/s : Eat, pray, love is instead kinda boring.. my advise, do not watch it if you are tired, you'll rather get sleepier~

ppp/s : last paper, physics!

Grazie per la lettura!

exam FEVER!

3days has gone..

not feeling well during exam week is really a nightmare..

i prefer flu than fever, cough than flu, ulcer than sore throat..

u gt what i mean? in short, sick is troublesome!

ok, i would like to stop here..

Let's start the AM battle!

Saturday!

p/s : somethg wrong with my blog system.. i cant change the setting.. arghh!

'Bye' is not the word that I want to hear.

Last week, the cleanest class goes to...OUR CLASS!!
and we also won the sajak competition yesterday~~ hahaha..

5Sc1's page on skul mag :
NICE!
credits to SY.!!

--endpost_nothing special to update recently~

p/s : Take it easy~ Obviously, he is your best friend~ Miscommunication.
pp/s : Recalling my memories..

Up(s) & Down(s)

Well, it's Friday again.......................
Time passed and waiting no one..

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I had a pleasing week with my frens~
Fun is an element which keeps me away from boredom, being energetic.

TUES - Sivan & I played badminton with the F2s..
We are damn lousy.. haha~ and ended up with a draw result.. xD
Bm period, my 'beloved' secretary 'shared' about my story of Mr.N~
which is a not-so-good experience~
tcher was commenting, hafsah was asking.. etc~
lol.. chill~ i'm smarter now.. I can deal better with this situation next time.. haha~
anyway it's a good moments of sharing stuffs together..

TODAY - frankly, i enjoyed BOO-ing ppl around.. It's fun.. haha..
becareful, my frens~
I might as well becareful also cz 'someone' is planning for revenge..
katanya, "want to bertanding is it??" haha~

ok, now is the anger part that i came across..
- Koko, koko, koko! screaming with the mic is not an educator's manners!
- "My school, my second home" which WASTED a lot of money(OUR $$!) doing banners[the one that cost >RM100 each] for EVERY single event in school.. Pelantikan this & that.. Minggu this & that.. etc..
if they say, the money is sponsored by XX[anyone], for me i dun think these is a necessary as the money can be used for other better purposes.. ok la, i can understand that when they have $, they'll boros!
if like that, pay for our graduation day fees la! they want to do this kind of event but want us to pay..
even the office is so kedekut(!) & berkira(!) to do a lil' bit of photostat.. + 24hours 'bu shuang face'.. haizh.. fed up!
- A people who doesn't realise that herself is showing-off~!
- An antagonist character in my story who I wish I could "Abracadabra-BOOOM!"
caused a lot of conflict to me! I hate every part of you!
- copy-cats!
- the 'blurry' who gave blur information/instruction.. Next time, do yourself..
- Lastly, a person said, [ssɐɹnoʎʞɔıloʇʇuɐʍı] to me!
F*cking rude!! felt like slapping him on that spot that time!

--endpost

p/s : May you rest in peace~ and stay healthy for those who are still alive.. I realised that life is too short to look back..
pp/s : SY! My elbow~ adui!
ppp/s : It's Pink/Reddish post to match with the image.. haha
pppp/s : I ♥ Snowflakes~ I tried another flavour today.. ^^

My dearest week without 'Online'.

Wushudao gathering..
nothing special to talk about..
loitering around Leisure Mall for few hours..
had a very embarrassing moment in restaurant.. haizh~

the girls are taking photos~

and I watched Salt today..
becz that's the only show that suits my time.. haha
anyway, it's nice..
she's HOT! smart~!

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Last sunday, 25July.
WJ & I went to the CharityWalk thgy..
we walked non-stop, NON-STOP for 1hour15mins++
7km lehh.. haha.. kinda proud for beginners like us.. haha..
next is the OlympicRun.. anyone interested?

She told me not to post this pic actlly.. haha..

i'm here to stress that it's no other meaning..

we are just best friends..

and that time we are actlly tiru-ing the boy&girl in front us.. hahahaha!

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p/s : I'm mentally prepared to study.. but, it's really hard to get started, isn't it?
pp/s : Moon~

Ignorance is bliss.

I'm mentally ill~

I too cant believe my eyes when I at first see that piece of crap..
but I accepted the truth..
I'm just being positively thinking, yet ppl judge me as I dont care..
I know I disappoint you, but I respect you as I'm still a kid who knows nothing about my future..

had a deep talk with my coach yesterday.
of what the pk koko's lecture/scolding on me..
[yeah, i'm innocently being nagged for some specific reason for 30mins.]
Obviously, i'm super duper not satisfy with 'someone'. LKY!
I hate all parts of you.. such a betrayal that double-faced! FAKE!
I hope you will fuck off, which I know is impossible.
thus, I choose to ignore.
Pretend that I didn't see/hear.
and Stay away from the bastard. LKY!
also thx to MPH & YL for consulting me~

My MEIOSIS Chart_
after 6months being in the bio lab,
7months staying together with my stack of rubbish papers,
it's finally back, posing steadily on my room's wall..
my dad asked What's that.. and I answered, "Biology."
hahaha~

--endpost

p/s : I'd waited. Yet, words are not coming out.
pp/s : I'm still searching for my pathway.
ppp/s : The best part of life is conversation.
pppp/s : I really want to share my feelings when I'm down, but do anyone care?

Sleep Deprivation

Feel so sleepy the whole day..
i woke up very early this morning, 12.45AM..
haha.. yeah, i'm not kidding you~
got some stuffs to do~ a last-minute work..

today is Pn. Vasanthi's last day in our skul..
she bought a cake for us.. and a really really last minute plan of singing Top of the World in her class spontaneously..
A great and dedicated teacher..
And our performance today was... speechless.. haha!
LOL.. it is almost perfect when we practised.. But once on the stage, everyone was nervous..
melody, OUT! lyrics, OUT! movements, OUT!
haha~ we kinda like ss..
but who cares??! as long as we achieve our AIM, which is to bring joy to Pn. V on this very special day.. haha..
and 1 more thing, to 5S1 who's reading this, teacher was superb suprise with the tamil song.. and she's kinda unbelievable that we could managed to learn that in ONE DAY! haha..
good job, guys!

yeah, next week we'll be on stage again..
high publicity recently.. haha..
most of the ppl of the school must be thinking that,
"OI~ these ppl again ahh?? boring la!" "lousy performance la~", etc
whatever.. I'm well-prepared for any irritating comments regarding our performance next week.. believe me, we'll be the 'bahan ketawa' again cz I personally think the F1's is better than us~ haizh.

fine, forget it~
PH, SY & I went to watch Toy Story 3 today..
haha.. it's nice~!
i love every scenes of the Mr. Potato Head.. damn funny! haha
n PH came across a foreigner who claimed himself as a 'Popcorn Virgin' today..
lol! hahaha~ SY and I were speechless when PH told us..

suffering in Phy class again..
I want to sleep so badly!
my sight is blur the whole time..
i could see double images on my paper..
Everyone is tired~
Even now, SY already faint on her bed..

--endpost_going to burn calories[Zzzz]

p/s : I'M WAITING FOR THE PICCAS! faster upload~
pp/s : Good luck, YX! I can!
ppp/s : In total shock.. I cant believe my eyes! omg

Oh my darling, you are wonderful tonight~

Yo~ I’m back on blogger..
Who cares la~ haha!

just feeling excited after today’s training..
which resulted to my throat and back pain..
[I felt to the FLOOR with my ass.. ohh~]
but it’s fun! haha
I really learned a lot of new tactics today..
maybe someday I can practice that on SY.. haha
And bcz of this too, I got scratch by ‘don’t know who’’s nail on my skin..
Of cz it’s a bit pain la..
then it made me think that my pain is nothing if compared to my friend’s..
Cracks on bones is even worse which he already used to it..

And thx to rj for being a good ‘secretary’ of mine all these while..
even my IC No. also she knows.. haha!

well, just a short post for now..
I really have a LIFE after school reopens..
although we are busy with ‘some stuffs’..
ohh damn it! at that moment, i felt so frustrated..
but it’s none of his business also la, so cannot be blamed for the work..
whatever, at least now, the ‘smarty’ Yanxian had settle[i think so~] it..

--endpost

p/s : Busy.. n the Slide is just a piece of shit! [no eye see ahh!]

pp/s : I DID IT!! *big applause* haha

Everyday is Nightmare.

students from good classes must be different from others??
better then others??

adaption_
10.36pm I finished the tugasan harian!! YAY!
2more laporan to go~
[can't believe that i'm doing it.. haha]

Time Flies.

Another school week passed just like that.

There's still a lot of writing that i need to complete for Moral folio..
It's an easy task cz all we need to do is SALIN(copy)..
but lazy~~
And now it comes the AddMath s folio..
ohh!! I just don't understand why we need to do all this!

so, i continued to sleep in the class which i don't meant to..
I'm just too tired..
Because of what, i don't know~

Teachers are mad at us.. ALL THE TEACHERS!
no one dares to make noise anymore.. including me!
omg~really don't know what to do, so just do nothing..

discussing some C & A during bio class..
of cause not the experiment..
it's just curiosity that leads us that way.. haha!

its a good time for me,
and yea.
i hope it lasts.

Show encrypted text

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p/s : Sleeping is the best solution when comes to unsolved matter..
pp/s : MY God! it's so suffering to do AM when having a headache!
felt like dying there~!
ppp/s : Had a great feeling seeing the moon.. Of cz it's still the same moon.. but the way the cloud surrounded it seems familiar to me.. I'd seen before.. =]
pppp/s : We are changing, aren't we? [BI.. haha!]

ouchhh~

Started a day with the xx's ex-bf that i told them..
damn funny~
we are so bad.. laughed non stop.. haha!

finally, mr. goh is urging for the homework..
after seeing that most of us didn't do the exercises given..
while maths~ *faint!*
the first sentence of every lesson : "Dah siap ke belum?"
HALO~~~ annoying..
& not, not, not.. it's noRTH~!
whenever there's 2periods = DYING

as usual chit-chatting in physics class..
the tcher's attitude made me feel insulted..
she rolled up her eyes and say,
"You mau salin ahh?", with a very shocked expression..
SY said, we keep saying that wanna change, but still with the same attitude~ lol..

who is chandran??
mr. Murugan is so funny~ haha!
[feel like slapping the girl who sat beside me~ ><]

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p/s : BOTH OF THEM ARE 9JULY!! MY GOD!
pp/s : my stupid broken file!
ppp/s : 45mins more~ ♥

Another sleepy day in Sej class.

We did the first move today..
all of us were so energetic this morning with books on our laps before the assembly..
and suprisingly, 5Sc1 is the KELAS TERBERSIH for 2 consecutive weeks..
totally in shock when being announced..
hahaha~! What a joke!
even my class tcher said, "Bersih sangat ke kelas kita?"

I found my long-lost The Pearl book under my desk that's FULL with trash..
such a thin book costs RM6.. ohh.. expensive~ luckily we have the fate to meet again.. haha!

Lai san told her~
i noe she wasn't happy..
She said that day she was hurt with the way i said..
I told her that i was really mad that time, so what i did was just releasing my feelings..
i'm sorry, i know you had lost hope on me..
anyway, we had a great time today playing a simple game today.. xD

I'm in a good mood today~
haha.. maybe bcz of 2ppl..
the 1st one, i wouldn't want to mention.. it's bad~
while the 2nd one, this could be the first time i looked into his eyes and smile sincerely..
[perhaps this is also the last time.. because...........]
maybe it's a sense of guiltiness bcz i broke my promise..
n he said that i'm dishonest.. i know he was just joking.. haha~!
I had my day!

--endpost

p/s : I feel like wanna play kite although i never try before.. ♥
pp/s : Sour, Sweet, Bitter, Spicy. Which one do u prefer? For me, i like sour. The taste is unique.
ppp/s : Please dont waste time doing something that is not worth it.. She's not the one.
pppp/s : "Right Here Waiting"

NOT ENOUGH SLEEP!

Sleeping in the class for almost every lesson recently.
oh gosh!

p/s : no matter how long i sleep, i'm still very sleepy~
pp/s : they didn't even realise.. but it's ok.. i'm used to it~

FridAy

hmm... a new post after the boxing post.

basically this whole week is more towards self-tutorial week..

everyday, from Mon to Fri..

hoping that :

"Bio no tcher!" "YES!!"

"Chem no tcher!" "YES!"

"Phy no tcher!" "YES!"

n we ended up no study for that 3subject for the whole week..

not even 1 period..

cz the tcher were out for 'duty'..

ytd, i entered the sajak thg la..

i told my fren that i'll win..

but finally i lose..

cz i burst into laugh at the middle part.. haizh! :(

it's ok la since i already gave up the day before.. haha!

was sneezing ytd.. caught a flu..

recovered with my 'drugs'.. haha!

n somethg happened today..

OMG!! my heart beat damn fast..

i was so scared that time.. i'm serious!

Girls, be careful..

my mr.G.. haizh! hopeless!

"ROMANTIC COUPLE" ?!!!!

since when? :(

--endpost

p/s : no rest again for this weekend.. haizh!

pp/s : hoho.. gt a bit improvement for that song~ yay~

Laughing is great!

hohoho~!
another lame day~
school is trying hard to find new ways to get our $$..
charity dinner, broken glasses, sumbangan this n that..
haha!

ENG!!! ARGHH~
eng1- hvn do correction..
eng2- incomplete..
journal- my exercise book not even exist yet.. haha!
n the tcher will ask everyday, "when do u want to pass up ur work?"..
haizh~

while bm, i'm xanxian, yixian, or even senxian..
whatever the name that the tcher can thought of, but would never be YANXIAN..
lol.. told her a few times but still the same~ xD

extraordinary act by the tcher in mm class..
i think she was getting mad at us, that's y she's checking on who didn't pass up her hwork..
of cz i'm in the list too..
kept nagging & nagging~
ok, fine! i'll do it..

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i love my daddy..
just bcz of a Coke, he made the changes.. haha!
even my mum was jealous bout that~ xD

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p/s : i dunno why, i'll fall asleep in every chem class..
it's just like a spell.. :D
pp/s : SUNDAY~!!! i want to go too..!! the pepper lunch!!
mad at PH! hahaha..
ppp/s : i still have homeworks to complete~~~~~ :(
pppp/s : I heard what u wanna say through ur eyes.

EA

while everyone else is having their sweet dream,
i'm awake here due to my EA exam today~
will try best to get an A for this subject..
i can! hahaha~
well, still a few chapters to cover..
this is the result for not being hardworking during usual
time.. haha!
bless me, my last paper~

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we'll get a new coach next wed..
i saw her today..
hmm.. i thought she'll be like those strict type..
but i found that she looks friendly too.. haha~

_ciaoz~

p/s : watever~ just let it be..
pp/s : it's out of my control.. i believe that time will fade it away..
ppp/s : waiting for a good news~

Day 11

CHEMISTRY~
no more a fail this time.. haha!

n i break record today..
for not having enough time in paper1..
guess wat? i thought there is only 40Qs..
so i just relax n sleep..
when i woke up n continue, CRAP! 50Qs..
hahahah! next time must know the format very well..
n the tcher said must bring me to the kursus pengurusan masa ady.. hahaha!

same as paper2.. haizh..
dunno wth is going on..
totally an alien language for me~

he is still with the cool face as usual~

--endpost

p/s : thank god u realised~
pp/s : trust yourself rather than anyone else..

you, you, you & YOU!

many thgs had happen throughout the week..
that myself cant even remember..
i stop writing my diary since monday..
n i'm regret now.. >.<

i don't care who's going to read this,
i just want to say that i HATE going for wushu nowadays, especially wednesday!
it's just bcz of the word 'responsibility' that changes my life~
i don't want to make her disappointed therefore i go~
or maybe i dont dare to quit..
no suemayne, no li yi & yanling(monday).. but definately they made the right choice..
there's no fun anymore! i'm all alone~
WTH am I doing since they are not serious bout it??
n u guys' attitude & behaviours really piss me off..
for those who came just to play, pls get lose!
wasting my time + energy n affect my mood..

(part1)
Exam exam exam!!
everyday 3.15 3.15 3.15..
tired tired tired..
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(part2)
chat chat chat..
talk talk talk..
laugh laugh laugh~
play play play~
which ended up NOTHING..

i often overslept during exam.. omg!
as i said, i'm aiming for improvement of marks this time compared to intervensi marks~
wish me luck! 3more subjects to go!

can i still pretend?
will it look fake?
what am i suppose to do??
i'm not as brave as i thought~

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i took this today~

_xian aka Z-Ann

p/s : trying to escape~

pp/s : watched behind part of Rush Hour2 on HBO.. jackie chan's mv.. quite funny n i enjoyed it very much.. haha! I WANT TO WATCH MOVIES ON BIG SCREEN!! i can hear that they keep saying, "Watch US! Watch us!".. hahaha! xD