Sleepy.

"It is so hard to define common sense nowadays... because in our world today...common is not so common anymore......"

-by Gary Chaw.

Gary seems like having a hard time recently..

His status on fb these few days are kinda emo...

No matter how ppl look down on you, you are still the best for me~

Cheer up! ^^

--endpost

p/s : The performance today was just nice.. Whoever that snapped photos pls upload them faster.. And this is the worst sambutan Merdeka that I ever celebrate in school..

pp/s : Just came back from dinner @ Jaya One..

ppp/s : so tired after practising wushu~ Zzzzzzzz.............

Memories_

The moments when I,

used to lie on EC's arm when I'm bored,

do stretching and make weird sound,

scream suddenly,

like to 'usik' PH,

tak tau malu,

make lame jokes which i realised that YY would laugh on it(haha!),

make 'Boo' which eventually fails,

etc.......

The moments when you ppl,

be my listener,

lend a helping hand when i really need,

console me when I'm emo,[this is always WJ's job~]

entertain me eventhough i'm lame,

sick with me stupid jokes,

and lots lots more~~

The moments when we,

gather, talk, do stuffs together,

sharing is so important in life.

When we share, we eventually gain more.

I recall back the time when we practised day & nite for our big day~

[I saw the photos in my pendrive~]

it's fun!

I too realised that I'm way outdated when I talk to you,

I realised that I'm so stupid compared to you,

I realised that I'm eventually talk too much when I see RJ is so quiet when girls gathered to talk..

but there's no way to change my 'style'.. haha~

i'm an optimist.. so for me, whatever..

No matter what had happen, what have thgs changed,

memories can't be deleted.

I cherish it.

*LN, I still never forget how we used to be best friends.

Appreciate you friends especially when you'll gonna leave the skul in few months time..

Love you guys~

hmm~ after all, this is still the Yanxian that you ppl know..

and thanks for spending you little time to read this crap. xD

--endpost

p/s : Finally I bought my watch after few months[nearly a year] to find my mr. right.. haha

thx dadi mumi~ ^^

pp/s : I'm gonna be so dead tmr.. help~~

The counter girl.

Well, it's long day..
just came back a moment ago..
i got the easiest job..
and today definately is my day!
hahaha..

--end post_i'll update tmr..

Mid-Term Break

I have no choice but to walk in rain.
It was definately Acid Rain.. haha..
luckily i was on my flip flop.. ^^

Honestly, I was totally pissed off this morning..
HALO! if u guys are going to be late, PLS inform me..
i'd waited for an hour doing nothing.. [wasting my time!]
all I can do is, Grasp my fist and swallow all my unsatisfaction deep into my heart!

Milo is even expensive than coke~
thus, i picked Ribena today..
the first sip made me think that I'm gonna have diabetes soon..
It's so damn sweet.. summore it's with the gsk label..
I think that is just to cheat ppl.. xD

Tiredness in my eyes,
The fake smile,
[I laughed, but I could hardly smile]
Did anyone notice that?
NO. because i'm a good actor! (actress sounds weird)
If got any audition can recommend to me~ haha!

Mr. Murugan is a good motivator.. I respect him! ^^

--end

p/s : I would love to go with you, but.................

Photography Session..

CAN I SURVIVE WITH ONLY 2SEN UNTIL THIS FRIDAY??
or which generous person want to top up for me??
ohhhhhhh!

p/s : oh my godness! our class's tee looked like a TADIKA(kindergarten) shirt.. ==''

••• §iLent night~ •••

1.52 am..
but actlly i woke up 1hour ago..
guess y am i waking up sooooo early??
of cz of BIO la..
this subject freaks me out! i want to achieve my target~
darn! still here.. online.. sms+ing with WJ..
enjoying my hot milo~
i'll surely make up my mind soon.. mayb after posting this.. haha!

my life is full of stranger..
either the real one or even the fake one~
i came across a real one again today..
haha! n it turned out to be funny~

ok.. end here.. YANXIAN is off to study~
wish me luck! xD

_always & f0rever

p/s : coffee, tea or me? haha!

``..``

1st day of holiday..
but still it's all about tuition..
from early in the morning till late evening..
n they, went to watch Alice..
:( it's ok.. this thursday is my day.. wee`

when wanna go singK??
i really want to go..
yeah, i'm talking to u guys..~

thank god that this season doesn't have many movies that attract me..
if not, trust me, everyday i'll loiter at the cinema.. hahaha~

-gotta end here-
cz i can see stars are jumping around my head now..
DAMN TIRED!

Low battery T.T

moodless to blog..

A LOT OF THGS to do!!

lazy~~

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chat+ed with pn. chin sien juz now.. tcher is on FB.. hahaha~

--endpost

p/s : my whole body is aching for no reason.. sigh!
pp/s : BENDAHARA !!

:- finally i got the number that i'm looking for by simply typing the name on google!! yayyay~! GOOGLE is great!! felt so stupid la.. y didn't u change ur no. printed on the receipt??! halo~ there's no more 7-digits tel no. in KL ok~ adoi!

Never stop`

yesterday~~

i was tired!

i was exhausted!

i was sweating!

i was hungry!
i was moody!
i fed up!

i found hope!

i laughed!

we shared!

we were rushing!

we argued!

& we said "goodbye" to each other!

it was rainning when i got home,

the wind that blew harden my steps,

symbolises the obstacles that i gone through,

i appreciate as i had survived,

i trust myself for, i can do it no matter what happens.

we were talking bout my sis's course..

n suddenly, my dad told me that i too shud plan by now..

so i told them my wish..

n my sis said, "besarnya impian kau!!".. hahaha~

i'm moving forward to my target~

"Where there' a will, there' a way"

2 places in 1 shot~

Mc. D again~

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27 Feb

they were arguing because of me..
pls don't.. i felt so bad & guilty.. :(

pick up my wordsearch book again..
i was once being crazy bout that..
it is fun doing that n i like it!

It's still the same face that i known.
We were only 1metre apart, seperated by a small pathway for 2hours+..
:D

STAR's door is much more nicer than PUTRA's..

i noe it's lame.. haha!

empty~

my mum cooked today.. :D

--endpost

p/s : i appreciate what God has given me~

What a day??!

a hectic day~

early in the morning ady made me 'beh song'..
izit need to say tat harsh??
calm down..!
i dont noe whether u meant it or not..
but pls dun say like tat la..
i reli gt offended with tat..
though i'm not hapi with tat, but it wouldn't affect my day~

after shut down my pc(as u wished)..
practise for a while..
gosh~ i'm sweating! xD
then headed to 1U..
within 30mins without traffic jam.. haha!

met laisan there..
n her dad treated us wif milo n kfc wedges..
haha~ thx!!
but tat's my 2nd milo of the day ady cz i already hv one at home..
it's ok.. can boost more energy.. haha!

there's jz one or two ppl wearing white coat & i'm one of them..
cz others were wearing red coat..
so it's kinda obvious to spot me there.. haha!
the grading test started with white belt..
then yellow which is me..
i think i done prettry good..
but my coach said very teruk..
relli ahh? i dunno..
anyway i gt confidence ma.. mayb can add some marks.. haha!

then met up sy at the old wing..
bought some stuffs n we ate at shilin..
cz it's cheap.. haha!
n finally we watched A Christmas Carol..

wow.. nice animation..
i guess the 3D version would be interesting..
it has a lot of suspense in the mv..
some of the part reli very funny..
n some of them are shocking as well..
n the cinema was so damn cold..
shivering lik hell..
she's smart for wearing long sleeves..

finish the mv.. went home by myself..
took bus from 1U to kl sentral..
the bust went round & round in the housing area..
i hv no idea where am i as long as i gt to the kl sentral..
after 45mins finally reached..
then took lrt to taman melati station..
about 25mins..
took a cab home cz dun wanna wait for the bus..
used up rm10++ only for the transportation itself..
wth~

suddenly thought of wat i wan to do in future..
wow.. i will very busy.. haha!
cz there's some stupid so-called 'ambition' :
1. lawyer [since primary]
2. movie's subtitle translator.. [when i'm addicted to movies 2years ago cz can watch lots of latest mvs.. stupid rite??]
3. CEO of Coca-cola.. [cant live without cola.. therefore mayb i will gt free cola supply for life.. haha!]
4. own a bar/pub.. [follow gary's footstep.. ^^]

--ignore me.. endpost

p/s : thx SY for the day.. & the cola too!

pp/s : thx sy[again], ru n ad for the wishes~ kaka!

ppp/s : is this the way u treat me as ur 'fren'?? forget it!

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edited by sy..

she insisted tat she want her face to be blurred..

haha~!

Halloween day~

watched Titanic on StarMovies tis morning..
the first time i watched tis movie till the end..
gosh~ fall in love to the young capten!

then started wif some komsas..
within half an hour, fell asleep.. haha~
woke up again after interrupted by wj's sms..

continue komsas..
fed up.. n did some chemisry..
omg~ langsung tak faham..
so lazy la..

exam is coming next week..
and i'm so not into it..
crap!

--endpost

%*@#

tuition for the whole day..
my energy was all used up during the add maths class..
when physics n chem class was damn sleepy..
hoping for the class to end fast..
but i learnt sumthg in my chem class..
hantu=tuhan..
invert the hantu..
haha~!

short post today..

--end

p/s: damn..! the guy sms me again.. freaks me out..~
pp/s: my movie for tmr.. haizh~!

Night 0wl_

it's currently 2.28am, saturday..

still awake here thinking of sumthg..
dreaming perhaps..
still gt 4 ppl online in my msn in such a late nite..

watched 2 episodes of Akai Ito jz a moment ago..
at first i find tat it's quite boring..
then started to get into the movie..
will continue tmr..

--end post

A1_

after reading someone's blog..
can't be denied that he(xianII) is a super smart guy..
A1 student for no doubt..
A1 in most of the subjects..
pro in add maths & physics.. [freakin' smart]
n chemistry i think..
wow..! haha!
*jz a lil' bit of lcly..

**
**
p/s: to 'US',
i guess u all might noe who am i talking about..
so pls dun say the name..

fooL + fo0L = ??

"Across nation blessing is what god can bring..
And there's a cat
where happens pity and careless
sometimes like to blame others of not taking care of
Ended up blaming others for wat their did..
Shaddy words like been born from creature..
will be used for communicate..

Unfortunately, like the cat before uses different words..
To avoid others understand take blameness
Swords that sharpen to war
But there is a sword where is doesnt sharpen or care..
these sword cant be seen..
Cant be used in war..

But in the war of other world
there's war could burn into things into nothing..
Things that turn nothing would be rough..
Despite off, roughness would make it turn worst if is not protected right before"

**

tat's no such thg as forget it means forget it..
human is created wif memory..
stop telling me to forget it..
stop showing tat i'm stupid..
"what you are is always like tis" means wat??
hate the way u talk to me
lame ppl does lame work
can't u show sum initiative??
i'm getting 无奈 rite now!

p/s: am i tat stupid??

orGinaLLy t0dAy - 7.5 hours of tuition_

the title shud be: 7.5 HOURS OF STAYING IN THE TUITION CENTRE, 4 HOURS OF STUDYING..

i din take sum of d subjects in between d time..

woke up at 8, preparing to go 4 tuition..

tis time is d real 1, nt like last week..

hd a bread as my breakfast in d centre..

actually plan to ponteng d 1st class..

but sadly it is bio.. so cant do tat..

i was waiting 4 zy to cum..

but i saw him wearing skul uni4m during add maths class..

then i asked lx y r they weraring skul u..

rupa2nya, they attended d award ceremony who gt straight As in pmr at their skul.. during mm class, he & his frens were sitting at d counter..

i tried many times to capture him, but failed..

i do nt dare to take in front of him.. jz curi2 wan la..

tis is wat i gt..

quite blur.. cz took from quite a distance_

photo taken through d door's glass.. mr. gAry- long time no see_

n the problem 4 today is bout d NIE's stuff.. 1 group can only b 5 members max.. n v gt 6 ppl.. haizh! sivan & soni edi argue bout tis matter.. v jz hv 2 options, either 1 of us must tarik diri or v all straight away cancel off tis competition.. in d end, surely every1 will lik bu shuang edi..

i felt so sad.. we work as a team, we compete as a team n we even perform as a team.. [sigh~] let jz wait n c..

after tuition, straight away went to umi's house 4 steamboat.. no special purposes actually..

Raiz's burfday cake_

mummy & rAiz- so cute_

p.s: i felt so proud for managed to solve ck's add maths question.. hehe~

yesterdAy, t0day n tmR_

tis week is another boring week 4 me..
skuls is getting more sienz to me.. [sigh~]
everydy packed wif hworks, tuition, sports practise n etc..

since tuesdy, i'd entered d sport house softball under 18..
due to nt enough player..
i'm getting darker n darker edi..
luckily my face still remain fair.. haha~

physics is totally out of my mine..
at d beginning add maths..
then settle edi, nw come d physics..

ytd is funny..
during d tution at suria..
i went early.. there were jz roti canai n lc in d room..
then rt wanted to borrow liquid paper 4rm me..
d 2nd time he wanted to borrow, i tot he asked bout my name..
then i said, "my name is yanxian.."
i repeated twice cz it's started getting noisy in d class..
d 2nd time is even louder..
then he said, "i want to borrow ur lp.."
omg! so damn perasan la me..
it's very embarassing cz suddenly d class bcame quiet n every1 were looking at me..

haha~
i also managed to capture d lc's back(paiseh to capture in front..) n hd showed ec n ln..
ec said mine is even lc than ln's.. haha~

i aso dunno wat's wrong wif my mum today..
kept mumbling at me oni..
i pulak bcum d victim..
tis dun lik.. tat wan to comment..
haizh! reli can't stand tat..

tmr going 4 jogathon..
red team must win tis time..
always aso blue team leading 1..
BENDAHARA go go go!

p.s: i'll try d best to get into top50 so tat nt so 'xia xui'..
n also cn contribute sum marks 4 red team..

such a shamefuL dAy_

well..
i woke up quite early today..
in a bright sunday morning, i suppose to sleep a little bit longer..

ytd was skul.. n today i'm prepared to attend my tuition class at 9am..
when i reached d centre, i saw a boy who is same class wif me sitting in d mamak rest. having his roti canai..
at tat moment i wonder y he's nt goin up to d centre..
thus i went up without doubt..

i'm so shocked to c tat d centre is closed..
therefore i went down again.. i asked d boy whether is there any class replacement today..
n he said he don't noe..
i called my dad..
he told me to cal my fren n ask bout it..
i called mui yen n she said d replacement class is on 22/2..

OMG!
i'm lik a fool there..
n d boy is so bad 4 nt telling me b4 i went up to d centre..
it's very STUPID!

for sure i went home n SLEEP..

woke up at 1 sumthg to finish up my hwork..
guess wat..
i dunno hw to do d chemistry's counting stuffs..
so i jz left them aside..
since tat, i felt lazy to finish d others..
btw, jz left add maths, mm n physics tuition hwork..
so i think it's okay..

dinner at home today..
my mum cook de dishes nt bad actually..

p.s: tat's all~ about to offline ady..

another tiring day_

finally here comes d weekends..
going to skul is juz sumthg 'sienz' 4 me..
everyday, a lot of stuffs awaiting me..
my class is on d 3rd floor..
so everyday, i must go up n down d stairs f0r all sort of matter..
e.g, giving attendance n etc.. (especially when i give wrong attendance, it's enough to kill me!)

actually i'm quite happy when comes d weekends..
bcz tis is only time when i can really finish up my homeworks..
havent touch them since wednesday bcz i'm reli shorts of time..
let me list out>>>
1) chemistry notes, peka n exercises, 2)maths exercises, 3)english essay, 4)sejarah notes, 5)pjk notes, & 6) sivik notes n exercises.
walau ehh!
i aso not sure whether can finish or not..
cz tmr is not holiday, it's a skul day[having gotong-royong] due to d replacement 4 cny..
so, i'm sori to those tcher if i didn't finish ur homework..

if i reli been selected 4 sidang redaksi, i think i'll be more busy than now..
but i think tat's much more intersting than doing homeworks..
to those who says F4 is a honeymoon year, "UR HEAD LA!"
F4 is a very important year to do well in ur basic.. if not, u'll face d problem in F5 next time..

tis afternoon, went to petaling street wif ln, ec, ph, sy & rj..
buying sum reference books in popular..
therefore, i'm late 40mins 4 my english tuition..
later physics until 6.45pm..
after dinner, doing sum stuffs 4 my class' notice board..

p.s: latihan rumah sukan starts next week..[sigh!]
-G0D BLESS ME~

my Add mAths~~!!

HELP!!

i still haven finish my my add maths homework[tuition]..

very hard.. i think most of my brain cells died bcz of tis..

i started about 10am.. then had my breakfast n continued..

i took a long time to digest d question.. till i finnally knew how to solve d questions..

gosh!

later i gave up n i wrapped my spbt books..

wow~ a bundle of books to be wrapped.. i must take a longggg time..

u noe wat happen?
my wrapping plastic is finish..

well, another excuse 4 me to curi tulang..

at bout 1.30pm, my parents n i were heading to my tuition centre, suris jasa(hq 4 suria jasa)..

today is d award presentation day 4 pmr 2008..

i saw wei jian(8As).. -congrats

he had changed a lot.. last time was a playful boy- n now transformed into a mature boy..

tat was gud actually, cz i hate his bad attitude last time..

cheng ken(also 8As)- he shaked hand wif me.. (his hand is big, but he said is my hand small) xD.. he's quite gentleman tis time.. normally, he is cool n quiet guy..

mui yen was aloso there(8As)..
n another 1 was belinda.. - thx 4 cheering 4 me..

saw a lot of familiar faces.. most of them are tuition in jasa..
saw zhi yan.. actually i admired him, tat's y~ ^^ haha! also another 8As..

i got a trophy n sum vouchers of suria..

after d ceremony, heading to sungai wang to pick up my aunt n uncle to sunway..

later having dinner at jaya1, pj.. wow! tat's a lot of restaurants there..

finally my mum chose to dine at kissaten[a fusion cuisine restaurant]..

nice food juz a bit salty..

then back to home, still hav bundle of book haven been wrapped..

nvrmine, juz leave it 1st since there's no more wrapping plastic..

on d pc.. need to help my mum to copy those pics to her pendrive..

took a period of time to settle up..[a lot to manage]

miss my sis..

the pic tat v took when daddy, mummy n i visit u on 4/12/09..

take cAre^^

tml is skul again.. hate assembly, esspecially when datin talks a lot.. ishh!

p.s: i love guitar so much_