I still think that my blog skin is UGLY! =[

I'm back. After weeks, months of neglecting my blog. - A space to share, to complain, to release when there's actually no idiot that would want to hear this, to be emo(sometimes) and most important, to be myself.

Sem break had past a month ago and sem2 had started weeks ago.

More or less the same thing I'd been doing everyday.

Still the forgetful, careless, lazy and the annoying one.. DrivingLicense has still yet to be taken~ No rush anyway. :)

My 18th birthday. Nothing so special about it. I dont even wanna celebrate it even my dad insist to buy a cake.

I dont want to be mean to anyone. 'It's okay' is just the words to represent how disappointed I am. It's not about the celebration or the wishes, it's the attitude that matters. I really appreciate SY who is eventually tried to make this up. :)

Seriously I dont like to see wishes with 'Enjoy your day'. In another words, i hate it! Because I dont, even i know that they are with good intention. I did not make any wishes because I think it is bullshit. Hoping for something is the biggest mindset torture ever.

I dont want to mention of it anymore, it's my 2011 history. If I am to be sad of this, I am way TOO stupid and I rather put the energy on other stuffs. I appreciate whatever that makes me who I am now.

Anyway, I had a nice dinner with my family @ Ben's. I would definately want to go there again~

28/09 - I simply left my thgs in the computer lab. Walked halfway, "SH*T!" - realised and ran back to get them back. All my cables, pencil case, thumbdrive, 'siew pao' etc were in that paper bag. That's how forgetful I am. So I left the others, took it back, met Ervin and I ke-po with him a while. Suddenly KJ appeared and scolded me. For I didn't get back to them after I found my thgs and they were worried that other person might have took it. So they went all the way up to 4th floor while I was busy chatting with Ervin. EeVon told me how worry KJ was that time like in those dramas and I'm so sorry for that. If not that you are my big brother and have a gf, I might have fall for you. :)

A 21-year-old guy with a 18-year-old BOY definately have the difference. That's why we never make up in a conversation. Even a simple chat would ended up in a big failure. For time being, I am proud to say that - single life is better. :)

Yesterday after flipping over some books in the uni library and talking with Eirena, I went to the NationalLibrary. I am so lucky that I found both reference that I need. =)

I waited for a bus to klcc from a bright evening at first, till the night rises. Met an Uruguay leng lui who's also studying architecture when buying my dinner. :) Nothing much, and went home.

-To show that you are happy when u are actually not, That's the hardest part.