T.T

why all these kind of stuffs keep happening on me?!

ohh~! that's really enough..

this could be my worst day of life.

i meant it! THE WORST!

since it's raining just now,

so i curse him to be 'shocked' by the thunder!

stupid FUCKER!!

anyway, i am proud of myself for the immediate act~

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p/s No matter how brave am I, I'm still a girl.

Shout + Laugh = Fun

A long day~~~

eat eat eat & EAT from day to night..
non stop! my godness~
when you sit down, there's somethg for you to put into the mouth..
Food is always by our side~ =='

DAY time_

Dinner @ Hillcity

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p/s : SLEEPing time, after this whole day long~~

pp/s : just finish watching the drama.. huhh?? what's the ending??

Good mood, Great feelings~

Ipoh is really hot!

I sat there for hours doing nothing..
of cz we did talk.. but it was boring~

There are storytellers
There are commenters
There are questioners
n of cz answerers..
i'm sick of those elderlies that kept asking questions about my tertiery education..

I really salute my sis's fren.
also a freshman from the same U..
the way he talks reflected his personality..
his mature-thinking, & politeness..
made me realise that, yeah, Yanxian is playing too much~

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Happiness in the air_

I'm not a guitarist, I'm just a girl who falls for guitar with no reason~

Time Flies.

Another school week passed just like that.

There's still a lot of writing that i need to complete for Moral folio..
It's an easy task cz all we need to do is SALIN(copy)..
but lazy~~
And now it comes the AddMath s folio..
ohh!! I just don't understand why we need to do all this!

so, i continued to sleep in the class which i don't meant to..
I'm just too tired..
Because of what, i don't know~

Teachers are mad at us.. ALL THE TEACHERS!
no one dares to make noise anymore.. including me!
omg~really don't know what to do, so just do nothing..

discussing some C & A during bio class..
of cause not the experiment..
it's just curiosity that leads us that way.. haha!

its a good time for me,
and yea.
i hope it lasts.

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p/s : Sleeping is the best solution when comes to unsolved matter..
pp/s : MY God! it's so suffering to do AM when having a headache!
felt like dying there~!
ppp/s : Had a great feeling seeing the moon.. Of cz it's still the same moon.. but the way the cloud surrounded it seems familiar to me.. I'd seen before.. =]
pppp/s : We are changing, aren't we? [BI.. haha!]

Is that a sign of disappointment?

-in confusion-

Late!

today is Kak PekPek's Day..
happy birthday!!
Jesus will bless you~!

i was late for today's outing due to some problem..
subsequently, i was late too for the movie..
SY & I were watching Nightmare..
I went into the hall after 50mins of the show..
she said it was scary~ haha..

met up with them at Pepper Lunch..
hoho..~!

We treasured to moment being together..
i hope u had a wonderful dinner tonite..
Happy Birthday! ♥

FLIP-FLOP!! ==!

she said it as comfortable, but we said it as 'tatatertib'..

okok.. not argueing with the Bday girl~

p/s : to pekhua, that's not so-called 'fair', you are just LAZY! hahaha~

pp/s : SLEEEEEEEEEP!

The life will sing.

i was half-awake when forced to clean up myself..

i do agree with Ec.. the best part of long journey is you get the chance to listen to the FM..

it's true.. during normal time, who would be so free, sit down and tune into radio channel?

All I Wanna Do Is Have Some Fun, Sheryl Crow.

Man In The Mirror, Michael Jackson.

this song made me think of something funny.. haha!

hey! let's go for K~! :D

my sis is officially going to U..

THAT'S LIFE!

haizh~ i'll be so lonely at home..

no one to argue with, to fight with and to laugh with..

would be sooooo quiet~~

everyone cycles to school.. and the house's compound is just like a bicycle shop! haha

i was speechless bout somethg that happened ytd..

which raised a little bit of my anger..

i won't mention anymore..

fine, it's over! Let it be~

although i'm unsatifsy with that, FINE!

*your explanation sounds like i'm the one who's thinking too much..

i didn't say that u are wasting your time..

it's just another way of saying so that it would be 'nice' to hear..

and the 'stalking' that i meant was knowing everythg or trying to know everythg..

it's ok.. looks like i'm not so important for u as u can easily put down all this..

what if this is a love test? you would definately FAILED!

anyway, good to make all this thg clear~

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yeng!

果てしなく遠い明日へ

ぼくたちは息を切らして向かう

ずっと長い間生きてきた気がするけれど

まだ届かなく

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p/s : I would not be defeated!

pp/s : I removed my previous cbox due to some error.. feel free to comment ya~

ppp/s : Is all this important now? NO!

520

happy birthday to my dearest..

Doesn't want to say anythg anymore.

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p/s : correction, both of them are Cancer-ians.. but NOT same date~
pp/s : Different feelings~
ppp/s : Hey come on! online~

u made me feel annoyed..
stalking on what i did.. i meant EVERYTHG i did!
u asked her on me..
did u realise that this would also bother her??!
i want to tell u~ but just doesn't know how to..
i don't wanna hurt you..
since F2 till now.. 4years isn't a short period..
i was shocked too when i found out~
pls! i beg u to put all your concentration on studies..
i know u r smart..pls dont waste it~
STOP THINKING OF ME~
i hope you could understand.
that's not love, that is just your illusion.
if u r reading this, pls give me some spaces to breathe~
-the guy with blue/white specs, ^^-

Breathless, xiAn_

ouchhh~

Started a day with the xx's ex-bf that i told them..
damn funny~
we are so bad.. laughed non stop.. haha!

finally, mr. goh is urging for the homework..
after seeing that most of us didn't do the exercises given..
while maths~ *faint!*
the first sentence of every lesson : "Dah siap ke belum?"
HALO~~~ annoying..
& not, not, not.. it's noRTH~!
whenever there's 2periods = DYING

as usual chit-chatting in physics class..
the tcher's attitude made me feel insulted..
she rolled up her eyes and say,
"You mau salin ahh?", with a very shocked expression..
SY said, we keep saying that wanna change, but still with the same attitude~ lol..

who is chandran??
mr. Murugan is so funny~ haha!
[feel like slapping the girl who sat beside me~ ><]

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p/s : BOTH OF THEM ARE 9JULY!! MY GOD!
pp/s : my stupid broken file!
ppp/s : 45mins more~ ♥

Another sleepy day in Sej class.

We did the first move today..
all of us were so energetic this morning with books on our laps before the assembly..
and suprisingly, 5Sc1 is the KELAS TERBERSIH for 2 consecutive weeks..
totally in shock when being announced..
hahaha~! What a joke!
even my class tcher said, "Bersih sangat ke kelas kita?"

I found my long-lost The Pearl book under my desk that's FULL with trash..
such a thin book costs RM6.. ohh.. expensive~ luckily we have the fate to meet again.. haha!

Lai san told her~
i noe she wasn't happy..
She said that day she was hurt with the way i said..
I told her that i was really mad that time, so what i did was just releasing my feelings..
i'm sorry, i know you had lost hope on me..
anyway, we had a great time today playing a simple game today.. xD

I'm in a good mood today~
haha.. maybe bcz of 2ppl..
the 1st one, i wouldn't want to mention.. it's bad~
while the 2nd one, this could be the first time i looked into his eyes and smile sincerely..
[perhaps this is also the last time.. because...........]
maybe it's a sense of guiltiness bcz i broke my promise..
n he said that i'm dishonest.. i know he was just joking.. haha~!
I had my day!

--endpost

p/s : I feel like wanna play kite although i never try before.. ♥
pp/s : Sour, Sweet, Bitter, Spicy. Which one do u prefer? For me, i like sour. The taste is unique.
ppp/s : Please dont waste time doing something that is not worth it.. She's not the one.
pppp/s : "Right Here Waiting"

15th May

TiRED~!
i felt so sleepy during tuition today..
i was happy to lay my head on the table..
cz my head is so 'heavy'..
haha..

& the kasturi's stairs are killing me!
KL1 is worse than KL2!
I climbed up the staircase slowly like an old lady..
ohh.. feel like dying the moment i reached the class..
exhausted!

the putra LRT was down today at p/seni due to some technical error..
the lrt kept open & close its doors..
so all the passengers were forced to get out & the officers sent the coaches away leaving a crowd of ppl at the station..
the next train was FULL!
but i managed to squeeze in also.. haha!

just came back from 1U..
sleepy~

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friday [14 May] was my parents' wedding anniversary day~
i think they just had a normal dinner together~
i'm not very sure, cz i had no time to ask..
my dad said, "Eat what also same de la~"
Mumi, " but the environment is different ma.."
Me, talking on behalf of my dad,
" Eat what also same de la~ As long as we are together."
after saying that, me myself felt so 'geli'.. hahaha!

--endpost

my best companion_

p/s : realised somethg which i over-looked last time.. all i could say is, thank you~

pp/s : Is it a praise or a tease?

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"The best and most beautiful things in this world cannot be seen or even heard, but must be felt with the heart.", Helen Keller

We'll make the changes.

Friday night.
these few days, i enjoyed reading others' blog rather than posting my own..
i did wrote but just feel that there's no point posting such rubbish here..
n therefore i intend to delete them..

some small thgs had distracted me..
i shouldn't care or even think about it..
this also made me emo these few days..
i want back my soul.. the CHEERFUL one~

plus the L&W's shocking news..
at 1st, i admit that i was unhappy..
but when SY CONFIRMLY told us, i have no feeling..
another passer-by that appear in my life..
this wouldn't be long..
Let's wait and see.. [i'm such a devil! xD]

keep on repeating the same routine everyday..
ytd, i thought of what's the point to go to school since i was doing the same thg everyday?
i'm busy.. busy copying other's homework just because not to be scolded by teachers..
oh gosh! my sej notes! the book doesn't even exist..
fine, i surrender.. dont want to do it..
i realise how important it is but i couldn't pick up my heart to study~
tuition is a place to revise, for a better understanding.
not to study, learning new thgs.. but school is.

n EC came out with the idea of doing/revising MM or AM in the morning..
so that ur brain will start to function n wont be sleepy..
ok DEAL! we'll begin with that subjects..

-finished crapping-

had a joke with PH today..
the most funny thg was she said, "i'm SURE that i brought it to the canteen~"
hahaha~ u sureeee?? halo, rj took it la~ hahaha!!
n suddenly XX's XX rang.. gosh! such a coincident!
made me laugh so badly..
n the tcher was curious of what is happening in the class..
well, that's 5 SC 1.. the students are insane.. including me~ hahaha!!

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p/s : u can tell me.. i'm willing to hear and a good listener..

Happy Birthday~

^^

We are celebrating MOTHER'S DAY ♥

firstly, Happy Mother's Day!
felt so sleepy the whole day..
woke up - had breakfast- sleep again..
haha~ went out in the late afternoon..
i told my dad that i feel sleepy if i dont eat..
after struggling on which restaurant to choose, finally we ended up dine at The Ship, our family restaurant.. haha~
so we had dinner at 5pm.. haha..

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yesterday my sis & i made a 'card'(album) for my mum..
"Many hands make light work"
it's a small album with pictures..
the best work ever, by us.. haha~!
[credits to my sis for the idea and the photos that printed were edited by her]

our masterpiece_

pages with photos_

my jaw dropped when i saw this.. so funny..

haha! xD

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playing~ haha

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p/s : May God grant you good health~

With lots of love, xiAn_♥

Nightmare

i was unhappy with my perfomance today..
wth am i doing?
totally a piece of shit!

p/s : i hate WYM!

Sit back & Relax.

there's so much of stealing cases happened in school recently..
or maybe it does always happen, but just not being reported..

completely finished the photography session in school yesterday..
hot+sunny day..
on the same day, i was being caught for 'ponteng' her class..
it's not my 1st time doing that.. n others too.. but i'm so unlucky to have met her..
i stunned the moment when she was questionning me..
omg! i just feel that why am i so stupid to walk on the pathway where i saw her right before she stopped and lectured me!
i learnt a lesson : attend bio class right in the time..

i watched Diary of a Wimpy Kid by myself today..
i bought Mc.D to eat inside the cinema..
once i took out from my bag, the person who sat beside kept laughing..
telling 'his' friend that he wants to eat too..
i felt so funny but whatever la.. i don't know him, & he don't know me..

here are some scenes in the movie :
[not bad la.. but i should rather choose to watch Ip Man2 with the one that invited me last minute than to watch this movie.. i think Ip Man2 would be nice..]

--endpost_waiting for the photos! hahaha

p/s : I love seeing guys with handkerchief.
pp/s : It's really hard to make someone talk rather than to make someone keep quiet.

ppp/s : Standing in the middle of the road, thinking of how(?) stupid I am.

Photography Session..

CAN I SURVIVE WITH ONLY 2SEN UNTIL THIS FRIDAY??
or which generous person want to top up for me??
ohhhhhhh!

p/s : oh my godness! our class's tee looked like a TADIKA(kindergarten) shirt.. ==''

'No Mirror' day

forget to bring mine to school..
haizh~ so i borrowed SY's..
quite suffering while looking on it..
cz her mirror is so small..
when u see ur eyes, u can't see ur mouth..
haha!

From chrysanthemum tea to 100pluss to Yakult..
hmm.. i think the glucose level in my body is super high now..
but at least no Coke..
it's consider a good thing for me.. haha!!

apart from that, i became so weak when it comes to this matter..
i couldn't overcome it..
God! grant me some strength!!

--endpost

p/s : SKY

The Historical State of Malacca

HOT!!

'polite' xD

i used to eat this type of 'ice-stick' when i was small.. corn flavour..

love it! haha!

windy~

annoying~!

"那是我的轮椅!"

not much to describe..
school is really hectic..
always awaiting for weekends to come..
but once the weekend has arrive, have other programme at the same time..
really no much time left for rest + study..

last friday,
had a big(kind of) matter with the red jewel of the school..
*sigh* another tcher that will mark on us already..
so, be aware 5SC1!!
a lot of ppl is looking fun on us..
they are all ready with their 'brilliant' eyes to see the show..
so what??! we don't care at all!!

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tis pics were taken on last monday during tuition.. haha~

i know this is a bit lame+stupid.. haha!

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had lunch with my beloved friend on friday~

haha~ we both are lame.. xD

Yanxian was happy that time~

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at night, hang out at RJ's house..

had a great time eating and playing around.. hahaha~!

WHO TOOK THIS?? xD

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p/s : ohh~~ not only me..