''celebration'

had a birthday dinner wif my family..
a Japanese restaurant at Hartamas..
my favourite food.. hua hua~!
sashimi.. yum yum..
tat’s all la..
lazy to write much today..

my set meal_yummy~

--endpost

p/s : thx dadi, mumi n tyl..
pp/s : at last aso u didn’t wish me.. it’s ok.. i’ll wait for next year..
ppp/s : i hurt my ankle tis afternoon.. walau eh.. damn pain till now..
pppp/s : holidays ended jz lik tat.. tmr is skuls again.. not even a homework has been done.. satpai..!
ppppp/s : good thgs come.. bad thgs go..
pppppp/s : it’s been a long time i never see a star up in the sky..

my BIRTHDAY_

26/9

thank you for all the birthday wishes tat u guys sent to me..
no matter via sms, phone call, blog, or facebook..
arigato gozaimas..!
i very appreciate tat..

i didn’t celebrate it today cz i’m sick..
n my sis was busy today due to some activity..
but i saw a cake in my fridge..
haha~ gonna cut it soon..
n my mum promise to bring me for dinner someday..

to us,
although i always forget u guy’s birthdays..
but i’ll try to remember from today onwards..
haha~ *hopefully la..
buy me a present.. i wan.. i dunno.. haha~
forget it..~

honestly today is jz lik an ordinary day for me..
i dun have the feelings tat today is my birthday..
i really hope tat today i’ll have fun..
but joy didn’t comes to me today..

to me,
dun be a coward anymore..
do more good stuffs..
dun disturb ec tat often..
dun always bully rj..
stop arguing wif wj..
stop influence ph..
stop admiring sy..
stop leng zai wif ln..
stop teasing ad..

thx rj n ecc for acc me tonite..
i noe it’s super-boring.. haha~!
+ damn hot..
they told me to forget bout xianII..
mayb i shud cz i’m totally dun hav the chance aso..
our target, RC din appear tonite.. haha~!
next time i’ll show u all the pic..

p/s : few more hours to 12am.. still waiting for ur wishes..
mayb u dun even noe tat today is my bday.. it’s ok.. i will jz continue lying to myself..
u r so unpredictable..~ EMO.!
pp/s : Rehab
ppp/s : watching movies really satisfy me..~ hua hua!

pppp/s : the guy tat said himself is a rubbish, u r not rubbish~!

Happy Birthday to me.

i’m moving slow,
but you are still very far away.

boom.!

30mins more to 12am..
couldn't wait anymore..
cz my head is like almost explode..
damn pain..
maybe too much of ice today i guess..
ciaoz..~
nite guys!

3rd m0vie..

went to watch Accident at pv..
with tution-mates..
i went there alone after ended my tuition class..
the weather was damn hot with a bright sun..

finally i used up the MPH vouchers..
hahaha~! satisfied.!
it’s all puzzle books..!!
with 5 wordsearch books n a maths puzzle..
hua hua hua~ no even a penny is wasted..

had my luch at pv food republic..
jelly ice cocktail..
although it’s all colouring bt i lik it cz it’s full of ICE..~
haha~

the mv starts at 3pm..
mayb i expect too much for tat..
it’s kinda.. the ending is a bit zadao for me..
everyone dies.. haizh~
suan le ba.. never watch, never know..

then headed to ts..
no longer after tat i went home wif my sis..
n they went for bowling..
today’s outing was good..
i lik the girl who is also so-called ‘banana’.. haha~!
v can interact well..

p/s : izit shy a big deal..? suan le ba.. Action speaks louder than Words..
pp/s : bad ks.. teasing me all the way.. tmr u’ll kena from my sis.. haha~
pp/s : felt so dizzy rite nw.. face like burning..~

%*@#

tuition for the whole day..
my energy was all used up during the add maths class..
when physics n chem class was damn sleepy..
hoping for the class to end fast..
but i learnt sumthg in my chem class..
hantu=tuhan..
invert the hantu..
haha~!

short post today..

--end

p/s: damn..! the guy sms me again.. freaks me out..~
pp/s: my movie for tmr.. haizh~!

strAnGer_

as i mentioned ytd..
today i went for movies wif my wushu-mate..

reached klcc bout 11.20am..
n the movie starts at 11.30am..
luckily no many ppl.. n v managed to buy the tics on time..
the first movie is Where Got Ghost.. 11.30-1.20
n 2nd is G Force.. 1.30-3.00..
so the timing was quite rush..

Where Got Ghost..
ok la.. quite scary at some parts..
especially the part when the 2nd son sleeps on her mother’s body as pillow..
omg.! i did shouted in the cinema.. tat part was creepy..
but the guy(almost my age) who sat beside me is even worse..
he kept screaming like a girl all the time.. haha!
when the mv ends, i saw a lot of familiar faces who were also watching the same mv..

G Force
as wj said, there is a “hamster” who has fb.. haha!
for me it’s jz normal..
cz all of those mvs also bout saving the world.. bla bla bla..
next movie updates,: GAMER
wanted to watch tat.. haha!

regarding the title above..
after the movie, i went home by bus..
so i took a bus from klcc to titiwangsa..
at first i didn’t notice..
then after ended a call wif my fren..
i saw a guy kept looking at me..
but i jz ignore tat..

later when reached titiwangsa station, he smiled at me..
so i smiled back as manners towards him..
when i looked back, he still staring at me wif his big sunglasses..
so i quickly walked to the station to wait for my bus..
i felt relief at tat time..

the story didn’t ends there..
i saw him walking towards the station too..
he sat quite far away..
so i was like, “huhh.. i’m safe”
then suddenly he woke up n came to sit bside me..
he started to talk to me..
asking bout this n tat..
he is not Malaysian.. a Philiphino..
i don’t really understand wat he said cz his accent is quite weird..
so kept nodding head n smiling is the best solution..

i waited n chat with him for almost 45mins.. wif a STRANGER..
omg~ i was so scared tat time..
but no one can save me.. pity me.!
tat time i was so angry why dun have U1 or U5.. damn it.!
i felt so regret for giving out my no. too..
oh my.! i’m so stupid..!!
i refused but he kept asking..
so i was lik ok la ok la..
i shud giv him my 019..
on the way home..
he called n sms me..
i din’t pick up.. cz i dun even dare..

gosh~ u shud go find some other lady who is around ur age ma..
lik tat oni got chance la..
he is a gentleman but at the wrong side..
omg~ i dun meant anythg..
but he jz making me felt.. yer_yucks..

wat a heart-beat experience for me..

--endpost

p/s: not taking any pics today.. felt lik wanna upload a pic.. the stupid pose tat i took wif xx.. LOVE TAT..!
pp/s: GAMER, i’m coming..! felt lik wating The Accident aso if got time.. i lik Louis Koo in movie..! hua~ hua~

6

A Day to Be Remembered..

2-SU_A_K

as i said ytd..
today suppose to watch G Force..
but didn’t make it..
so tmr will go to watch..

--endpost..

p/s : short post today cz ntg much to write.. HUA HUA HUA.!

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attention..

i'm a chinese-blind person..
plus my pc can't interpret chinese letters..
so pls dun write in chinese unless if u really dun wan me to read ur blog..
sori for the inconvenience caused..~

*special thx to RuJen n PekHua for being my translator..
cz WeiJan is on leave recently.. haha!

random^^

after going for jogging jz nw..
i felt so energetic..
hua hua..

i gt a lot of thgs to post here..
but i’m jz too speechless with this kind of streamyx connection, with “100 .0 Mbps”
wat i can say is, USELESS.!!

during the days without internet..
i’m still living good.. jz a lil’ bit of boring..
thgs goin smoothly as days past..
no more arguments, no more hot soups..

ytd was Hari Raya..
went to my umi(kai ma)’s open house..
it’s lik an annual activity for all of the relatives..
i met my aunties, cousin brothers n sisters..
all have grown up.. haha!

holidays are going on..
but my studies are left behind..
i have a strong determination to pick up the book..
but determination is ntg without real action..
a fake imagination tat brings NTG.!
i hope one day, it’ll be a thg but not jz anythg..

i had a great plan of movies tis week..
G-Force : Tuesday [tmr]
Where Got Ghost : Wednesday
Gamer : Friday..
the plan is planned..
but the prob is, who’s goin to wat wif me on Friday??
whatever.. i can still go by myself after all..
jz the difference is, there’s someone to talk to..

well, my bday is around the corner..
26-9..
i still haven’t buy myself a present which i promised few weeks ago..
lack of $$..
the card tat ln made really…
couldn’t describe by words..

summary for everythg, arigato-gozaimas..!
for the conclusion of this post,
I DUNNO WHEN CAN ONLINE AGAIN AFTER THIS PERIOD OF TIME..
hopefully will be very soon..

no ‘p/s’ today..

--endpost

Yuckz.!

it’s guitar lessons time on Sunday..
i was so punctual today..
when i reached, he was playing the piano..
oh my~ so sweet the song he was playing..
i was so into it until i dun dare to interrupt him..
i waited till the song finishes only i knocked the door..

later in the afternoon..

around 3pm++.. went to pv to watch Final Destination4..
met wj at the gsc counter.. haha!
actly we wanted to watch 3D version..
but sadly we ‘mislooked’ the time..
so jz bear with it for the normal one..

the bleeding parts were horrible~ yuckz!
from the mv, i realize tat hw soft human’s flesh are..
as well as hw crunchy our bones are..
n the last part, where rj asked me why the worker so fast opens the exit door when the mv is actlly still playing..
tat part reli zadao~ 3 in 1..
i wonder, izit the storywriter lack of idea ady, so he/she jz put the 3 ppl in a crash?
the movie was ok ok oni.. save rm6.. haha!

i was having my meal alone at the food court after the movie while waiting for my family..
eating is the best way to used up the time.. haha!

to SY,
tat’s our destiny to meet each other there..
if u r a guy, definitely i’ll fall in love wif u..
unfortunately u r not.. haha~

bought my new diary..
i’ll name it as ms.D..
mr.D finally gets his partner..
haha~
when will be my turn?
i like sumone who doesn’t shows any interest on me..
after all i’m jz not the lucky one..

my music player played Rehab song today..
whenever tis song is playing, i’ll be thinking of him..
the one who sent me the song but actlly i din’t notice tat i hv it ady..
the one who argue wif me saying tat the song is great..
n the one who made me lik the song..

--endpost

p/s : say “bye-bye” to weekends..!
pp/s : hoping for the best tmr..

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read sumone's blog jz nw..
zadao~!
damn funny..
laughing alone like a mad person till my stomach muscles cramp..
oh my..!
lol.. u langsung dun hv sense of pityness to others the mea??!
aiyo..~ reli zadao la~
haha! it's reli funny..
couldn't imagine tat u r tat kind of ppl.. haha!

<>

dunno hw to start off..
blank in mind..

i had a great time today..
went to McD wif jy after skul..
2 persons ate 3 meals.. ‘hungry ghosts guzzling for food’..

we talked bout a lot of thgs today..
wat would the conversation between 2 girls?
for sure gossips n all the nonsense..
about future.. bout guys.. haha!
both of us were talking n laughing very loud all the time..
happy time always past very fast..
it’s time to say ‘bye-bye’ again..
so both of us went back in different buses..

it was raining this evening when i was about to go for tuition..
tcher came late to pick me up.
so while waiting..
i played my music player n sang alone loudly..
(no wonder the rain is getting heavier.. haha!)
no feeling sleepy at all.. very energetic..

BUT, my good mood was spoilt jz nw..
gt to noe sumthg tat i couldn’t see..
backstabber wouldn’t noe the feels..
whatever..! tat’s no the point here..
i’m sick of tat ady..!

human is created with brain to think,
with eyes to see,
with mouth to talk,
with hands to stab,
with legs to escape..
TQ for the truth..

Sooner or later,
Things will fade away,
No one would ever care.

--end post

p/s : hopeless genting~ hopeless A!
pp/s : FD4?
ppp/s : $$-minded..
pppp/s : human experience changes in different stages of life.

once in a millennium..

ytd was 090909..
couldn’t online cz network problem here.. haizh~

i did ntg ytd..
didn’t go to skul cz woke up late today..

but still i attend my wushu class in the afternoon..
i think i gt a lil’ improvement after all..
haha~!

Wed’s bio class..
... speechless~
i’m dumm!

still the same daily routine today..
boring~

p/s : gt teased by Pn. Ad ytd~ i think she’s taking revenge.. haha~
pp/s : my birthday is getting nearer.. awaiting~~~~ hehe!
ppp/s : i want to go to wushu annual trip.. [to see whether gt A or nt..] but i noe it’s another mission impossible for me..
pppp/s : i wanna WATCH MOVIE..!

bla.bla

i've just changed my blog title a moment ago..
(if you haven't noticed)

xian, the dayDreamer_

honestly I love daydreaming..
cz it gives me a perfection tat I couldn’t achieve in real life..
it cheers me up when i’m down..
i tried to think positively but it’s words are always easier than action..
sumtimes i will smile/laughing alone cz sumthg is playing in my mine..
i do enjoy those feelings..

tat’s also explain y I easily gt disappointed all the time..
thinking too much causing me to gt hurt..
thgs tat happen will always out of the track..
no one can predict wat will happen next..
only God does..
[sounds emo, but actlly i'm not..]

but still, life‘s a daydreamer really suits me..

--end post

p/s : skuls are BORING.!! thinking of goin to skul tmr really freaks me out.!
pp/s : HAPI BIRTHDAY to AIDA..!!! (long time no see!)

..

still raining out there..
n i'm still here practising my guitar n doin my theory..
about to sleep..

nitez~

BBQ_

5th SEPT

it’s currently 1.43 am in the middle of the nite..

BBQ at kepong for the wushudao tournament celebration..
reached there about 7.30pm..
the guys were setting up the fire..
n the girls did ntg..
haha~
my job is helping them to eat the food.. haha~

ah cao help us to bbq the food..
honestly, they are so funny..
all are quite humour..

this year nt bad la..
at least better than last year..
but I think last year had more ppl..
have a lot of fun today..
n enjoyed myself too..

--end post

p/s : felt regret for nt taking pics wif A.. I think it’s ok to mention here.. cz he’ll nt goin to read tis.. haha~! n shud ask his msn too.. y i so dumm dumm de??

pp/s : my phone nw was all the smell of chicken wings.. n very oily.. haha!

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One day trip to national library.

today’s lessons were all very relaxing..
basically I’m jz doin my own thgs all the time..
n also TALKING..~ haha!
raining damn heavily around 11.10am++..
worried tat v might hav problem to go to the national library..

fortunately rain stopped the moment when v r goin..
went there by our feet.. wif ec & rj..
honestly, it’s far la..
eat sumthg at the cafeteria b4 entering the library..
3 of us shared a plate of fried rice.. haha~

I’m doin my physics hwork..
while both of them finding the bio tat they want..
finally, I heard them said it’s so hard to find..
n most of them are in bm.. which means hv to translate aso..

v left at 4 sumthg bcz the library close at 4.30pm due to fasting month..
walked back to skul..
n the funny thg was, v stopped at 2 petrol station jz to buy ice-cream..
oh my..~ tat was the so-called ‘plan’ by our smart rj n ec..
haha!
then headed to tuition wif ec..

my mood for today is happy..
feel so relax the whole day.. haha~

p/s : I’m scared of EXAM..!
pp/s : I gt a lot of movie wanna watch..!
ppp/s : desperate of $$..

speechless~

mayb i'm juz not the lucky one.

strong determination & courage are needed in this case..
unfortunately i don't have them..

untitLeD_

still in the holiday mood..
felt sleepy..
rainning early in the morning..
causes the entire day to be cooly..
during bio period was so boring..
counting every mins to finish the lesson..
studies is very hectic to me now..~