Seeing perfection through imperfection. *Bullshit! At the end, still imperfect.

F

Fed up ! I hate what am I doing now !

Evil

When you don't listen to my advice, there's no point arguing over it.

I'll just let you die. God bless your suffer now.

p.s. Mind your attitute!

Farker !

I really damn hate ppl who commented on the post, then deleted it. As like i'm talking to myself. Then why do you commented at first?! GTH idiot!*&^%$#@*%#!!!!!!!

NOOOOOOOO

Shit. I was shivering everytime I receive his msg. damn!

arggghhhh 生气啊！;(

忍忍忍忍忍忍忍 ！

I hope he knows I like him. :)

Friday?

Well, I'm supposedly being in UCSI today for my SWA duty~ But I'm just so lazy and ponteng a day~~ lalalalalala

I wasted N hours and N days doing.............nothing? God damn i still have 4slides to do! noooooo~~~ n i'm hungry now ! @@

Oh ya! n HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TAN YANLIN! xD

ciaoz_I hope the great moments last. :)

Pissed.

I really wanna do sumthg big this time. God bless me! :)

"Special"

Let me write some words before starting to do my lab activity(lazy to do in tutorial class tmr~~ haha).

Yesterday was the midtern test for OA, and my result was........................ HAHAHAHA

Same goes to my undang test, the result was.....................HAHAHAHAHHA

Attitude is an element that build up who the is. No one can change for anyone just because the 'anyone' might like it. There's something which is bothering me these few days, but well the story is just TOO long.. (LOL)In short, everyone is special. Anyway, it is a random feeling.

I feel so 10cent standing beside this 20cent :(

WHERE IS MY SELF CONFIDENCE??!

This pic(got it from fb) is soo true! Do you think we are blind? Just SHUT UP will really do.

-thanks for your 3mins. Peace.

I still think that my blog skin is UGLY! =[

I'm back. After weeks, months of neglecting my blog. - A space to share, to complain, to release when there's actually no idiot that would want to hear this, to be emo(sometimes) and most important, to be myself.

Sem break had past a month ago and sem2 had started weeks ago.

More or less the same thing I'd been doing everyday.

Still the forgetful, careless, lazy and the annoying one.. DrivingLicense has still yet to be taken~ No rush anyway. :)

My 18th birthday. Nothing so special about it. I dont even wanna celebrate it even my dad insist to buy a cake.

I dont want to be mean to anyone. 'It's okay' is just the words to represent how disappointed I am. It's not about the celebration or the wishes, it's the attitude that matters. I really appreciate SY who is eventually tried to make this up. :)

Seriously I dont like to see wishes with 'Enjoy your day'. In another words, i hate it! Because I dont, even i know that they are with good intention. I did not make any wishes because I think it is bullshit. Hoping for something is the biggest mindset torture ever.

I dont want to mention of it anymore, it's my 2011 history. If I am to be sad of this, I am way TOO stupid and I rather put the energy on other stuffs. I appreciate whatever that makes me who I am now.

Anyway, I had a nice dinner with my family @ Ben's. I would definately want to go there again~

28/09 - I simply left my thgs in the computer lab. Walked halfway, "SH*T!" - realised and ran back to get them back. All my cables, pencil case, thumbdrive, 'siew pao' etc were in that paper bag. That's how forgetful I am. So I left the others, took it back, met Ervin and I ke-po with him a while. Suddenly KJ appeared and scolded me. For I didn't get back to them after I found my thgs and they were worried that other person might have took it. So they went all the way up to 4th floor while I was busy chatting with Ervin. EeVon told me how worry KJ was that time like in those dramas and I'm so sorry for that. If not that you are my big brother and have a gf, I might have fall for you. :)

A 21-year-old guy with a 18-year-old BOY definately have the difference. That's why we never make up in a conversation. Even a simple chat would ended up in a big failure. For time being, I am proud to say that - single life is better. :)

Yesterday after flipping over some books in the uni library and talking with Eirena, I went to the NationalLibrary. I am so lucky that I found both reference that I need. =)

I waited for a bus to klcc from a bright evening at first, till the night rises. Met an Uruguay leng lui who's also studying architecture when buying my dinner. :) Nothing much, and went home.

-To show that you are happy when u are actually not, That's the hardest part.

Human race

Is there still any point to update me blog?

I lost the passion.

Things had changed too much.

The people who cares doesn't care anymore,

The arrangement had run off,

The heart has fled and I lost my sight.

A short one.

Hi everyone there. I'd not updated this for such a LONG LONG time. Anyway, reading back my friends' blog did bring back my intention to blog again this moment.

LIFE. How do you describe it?

Mine these few weeks after started my course, was like HELL! Non stop assignments, modelling, journals, sketches, this submission, that submission. Staying up till late night everyday just to finish my work. The week after the Malacca Site Visit trip lagi like hell. Fantastic enough rite~~

Stress is something everyone can't avoid. Btw, regarding my mid term which past recently, it's quite disappointing. I didn't put my 100% effort on it. I did read, but it's just read, not memorize. Nothing came out during the test. GREAT JOB YANXIAN! :\

Assignments are stressful. But going to class is fun! Facing a bunch of jokers really live up my life. Last Thursday, staying in campus till 7pm to do the undone rendering. I really ROFL that day due to Ervin's joke. hahaha. And last Monday, Sky was showing off his 'elasticity'. He is proud of it btw. lol

Despite the busyness of rushing for assignments stuffs, I sill manage to keep myself update on the movies showing in the big screen. Movie is something I'll never miss. xD

Watched Transformers3 with WJ n Raji last Saturday. Almost felt asleep cz too tired. lol. Meet up with the girls due to Raji's leaving to AIMST. All the best! <3

Everyone started with their own course. Suprisingly, none of us are in the same college/campus. lol. It's hard to meet again next time~~

Our(SY WJ PH RJ EC) is .... ? I have no idea. I'm okay on Friday night / weekends. hmm~~

Watched Treasure Inn yesterday. By Cheung Ka Fai , Ah Sa, Nicholas Tse etc..... OMG Nicholas Tse still very handsome.. haha.. This movie is damn funny. I too slept only few hours on the day before, but I dont feel sleepy watching this. I was laughing during the playing of the whole movie. Seriously funny. If you are very stessed out, I fully recommended this movie. HAHAHA

OK, continue my rendering aka kindergaten colouring now. I still remember what Sivan once said. And it's true.

Me : ASSIGNMENTS = HOMEWORK

Sivan : Yeah, that's something u never do during secondary school!

True! RJ & SY's exercise books are so beautiful to copy last time~ haha

--ENDPOST_hell time begins.

Last week. After china trip.................

Was a DISASTER WEEK for me. Need to catch up all the one whole week's assignments that I missed. Having sleepless night EVERYDAY.

Sunday & Monday doing paku-paku for Tuesday.

Tuesday doing History boards for Wednesday.

Wednesday drew 5 sheets of shapes for Thursday.

And lastly, Thursday drawing 5schemes of designs for Friday submission.

Crazy isn't it? then till Saturday = collapsed. Damn bloody tired the whole week.

Sunday - 29/5/11

Dinner @ a korean restaurant in Solaris.

*ignore the salad* haha

Sunday & Monday hard work. End product. :

Was really funny that I dont have enough nails on the monday nidnight, where the submission is on Tuesday. Really.......................speechless! Luckily my saviour, KJ brought me a whole big bag of nails the next morning. =D

Wednesday, doing history the whole night before. Finally cannot finish aso. Just finish 1, while the another only haf. haizh. But my lecturer is very nice. She told me to pass up the following week and do some touch up on it. ^^ Appreciate.

Thursday, drew the basic forms the whole nighht again. Ended up knowing that I did everything wrongly. I was damn bloody frustrated for the first 10mins. But when I turned back to Pei's table, HAHHAHAHA she's funny. LOL

Friday, my first SWA duty. Bored. Followed by a meeting after that, end at 6pm.

Can you spot what's wrong with this monitor. I didn't take the pic upside down, but the screen of the monitor really does. haha

Then headed to Delicious for PekHua's delayed delayed & delayed birthday celebration. Sorry PekHua! n HAPPY BIRTHDAY. <3

Again, the noisiest customers. HAHA.

WeiJan : Yanxian, lower you volume. I can hear your echo.

Yanxian : ==

I had a great day as everyone did. ^^ I think we should hang out at least one month once. So that we could keep updated. Right SoonYee???????? hehehe

the waiter really tak tau take picture. ==

Saturday - 4th June

It's Agung Birthday. And Ervin cancelled the 'clubbing thgy' bcz of this.. hahahah.. Just joking~

It's also MY DAD"S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

We had a great dinner at The Duck King. Guess what we ate, Peking Roast Duck! haha.. Just to compare the taste with the originally Peking Duck back in Beijing. xD

Sunday, stayed at home doing nonstop assignments.

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Busy May

Random outing with SoonYee on last Sunday. We went to Pavilion to watch Priest.

Went to Manhattan Fish Market for lunch. The waiter brought wrong food, but I already 'touched' the food cz I didn't realised. lol. So another waitress served the food that I ordered. And I asked "Do we need to pay for this?", pointing to the wrong dish. Haha! And of cz NO. So basically 2 of us were eating the meals for 3person.

Me

And Soon.Y

Our food! <3

Makan time! xD

Too-full-face. haha

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Was supposed to hangout with the girls today. Yet I ffk again. The 2nd time in this week. I'm so so So sorry. Busy with my own stuffs. I did assignment until 5am on Friday ==!
But just got to know from RJ's blog that only her & SY make it. omg. I'm apologizing again cz I take it seriously on every our dates. I wanna date you guys after I come back from trip, either in group or seperately since everyone is so busy.

Flying to China tomorrow. It's fun to have a trip, but I'll definately be flooded by tonnes of assignments after I come back. OMG. And also miss the fun in class, E2's jokes, brendan's shy face, Sam's "I do not know", KJ's random facial expression n etc etc.. haha

Before I buzz off now, I forgot that yesterday was 520. Of cz I know that it's 20thMay, but I didn't realise the 520 thgy. Yet I had a great day. ^^ Watched Priest again. haha! I like Hicks akan Cam Gigandet! xD

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Lines made me me dizzy~~

Design Principle class.

Crazy

Fed up faces for Redo.

Next class after redo.

The Redo's presentation. That's why with different pieces of work on the panel. :D

Communication & Drafting class. But I rather love to name it as Drawing Class. cz I hate this class. 6hours per class in one shot. MY GOD! :( I hate drawing since in secondary school. :O

1st class, draw free hand lines with 10mm gap in between. Horizontal, vertical, diagonal.

And guess what, it takes 6hours to draw them. after the class, everyone got blur. haha!

My lines.

Have break, Have a KitKat. xD

Our first group photo! <3

Orang gila panjat pagar. KeanJie & Kawi were at ktm, Val & I were at lrt. Haha~

Mother's Day 2011

My Sis said my dad in this pic looks like my boyfriend. haha!

My dad asked me to a pic of him with the 'angmoh' girl.. adui~ ==

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MOTHER'S DAY (8/5/11)

We had a dinner in a Korean rest. at Solaris.

Mummy & Daddy <3

I love the rice!

Just 3 of us.. Cant even finish. lol

Soju. So weird taste, i dont like it. Taste like thinner liquid. ><

Mummy~ with my 'card'. XXXL Paper rosette I suppose. haha.. As usual, I never fail to make my mum a card every year since I'm in tadika. ^^

My dad pin it up on my mum's shirt. LOL

=)

END_HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! =D

College life has just started!

The title above is just obvious that i'm going to post bout my college.

Everything started last week with the two days orientation. This uni is the place that I really want to go since I decided on what to study long long time ago. But after I went through the 2 days, I felt ........ rejecting. I dont like it for no reason. I paid for the 1st sem, it's totally insane if I turn back to my dad and say, "I dont want to study here." The money is one thing. another thing is I dont know what and where to study if I let go this. Archi is something I want to do, but it sounds much easier than when it really does. It sounds emo but that was what I went through last week.

This whole week is more to introduction in each subject. That's why everyday's class ended early. But this kind of relax days are to be replaced by nonstop assignments starting next week. Even yesterday, we are already given first assignment on the first class itself. I went through the teaching plan and it seems like almost every class for most subjects have assignment. I was like....wth!

I was also 'not feeling well' on the 3rd day of school. I guess it's because the weather is damn hot! Last time when I was working, I didn't even realise that it's so hot out there. Imagine, walking to south wing for the past few day. OMG really like a half dead fish when reached there.

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I received a sms on last tuesday that my scholarship is successful. I can't believe it because seriously my test that day sucks. Even the interviewer criticized my work. But I think my interview saved me. Anyway, another good thing is I get full waiver. Kinda pleased with this because....... yay(!) I can save my parent's money. =D Studying archi is costly. We not just need to but text books, but also expensive tools. Only pencils costed me RM16. hmm. And sketch books, papers, technical pens, and many more to come............

And of cz this scholarsp is not just free, we need to serve back to the Uni. 50 hours per sem. SWA programme will somehow kill me anyway. hmm, hope I can do it well. =)

My friends here, omg! Sporting ppl are just fun and easy to get along. We crack jokes anywhere. And I believe my College life will not be boring with them around.

My class rep. , KJ, is such a big brother to us. Say it, and he'll have it. I was asking for a rubber band to tie up my pencils, and he came out with a black band to me. haha

Kawi, Ling & Val.

We went to South wing to buy our tools. And after that we hang around the cafeteria. OMG, south wing campus is more LIVELY than our campus. In our campus, it's hard to see other ppl, even those studying engineerings. It's so quite, and......... (i dont have other word to describe it)

- I still didn't get my student card yet cz I didn't even summit my photo. haha

- Mother's Day is tmr. I have the idea but still havent start my hand on it. hmm/

- I want to complete my assignment asap so that I can enjoy my weekend! hahaha

- I cant wait to meet my friends later. omg long time no see man! =DD

END

Farewell.

Last week was my last day working there. Started my college now.

A lot of happy, fun, sweet, bitter, sour, spicy time being there. This would definately mark a very great first time working experience for me. Too much things to say if I'm going to tell everything. So in short, everyday we actually get to encounter different stuffs and this is a good place to practise how to work together, how to interact with people and a place to build self-confidence.

I like this photo very much. Maybe because I simply look nice here? HAHA!

Fun is about how you enjoy the process and live it up no matter how sucks it is.

Rainy days~

hoho. hi there, i'm sick~ :S Is it because the weather is so hot? Previously when i'm working, I don't even feel the HEAT out there. omg.

Last weekend, my grandpa came to KL. & we did a short webcam-ing with my sister. And she capture this and edited it. But obviously, cz takkan lah I named myself stupid. LOL

Last Tuesday, went to klcc for kak tabitha's farewell.. She's flying to overseas very soon. All the best to her! =)

And of cz we all had the fun to the max. They are really crazy~ lol

'Speech' by the manager~

My manager who the most words that he'll say is just, "Uhmm" or "Nnnn". haha!

sorry to say that the camera rather focus the floor than both of u guys. =DD

it's hard to take a proper picture cz they were 'flying' around! lol

after few attempts.....

finally(!) we got it! lmao

Ended up going back with my manager. We were talking NON-STOP in the car. HAHAHAHA!

My post is done, n now, i'm Out~!

--END (more photos will be uploaded on fb soon. hehe)